In love or Insane?

I don't know what to do anymore. Last week I felt so broken and frustated and like I had had enough. That I didn't even care anymore if he was there or not and I was going to move on for me! It was the first time I truly couldn't cry about it anymore, and that made me feel weird because maybe it all didn't matter anymore and I didn't love him anymore. I wasn't even mad, I was just done. I just felt like I didn't have anymore of me to give. I was tired of fighting for something that was becoming more and more clear that it would never be...