My one month anniversary...

Well it has been one month. Everything is new and exciting again. I am really busy and going to so many new and fun places. I have a balance of routine and spontaneity in my schedule. I don't have a free weekend from now until after June 16th and there is still so much I want to do before the summer is over like go to Rocky Point, Sedona, and run my marathon.

There is so much going on and I am staying really busy and am tired most of the time but... for no reason at all I wake up at 5:45 every morning before my alarm. For no reason, I haven't been on a "date" in three weeks. For no reason, I have been abstinent for probably 40 days (sounds like a movie I saw once). For no reason I have been driving hours to visit friends and working late to finish projects that aren't due for months... but I lie.

There is a reason... I don't want to do my homework! :-) and that is probably only half the truth.

I hate eating alone!

The worst thing about coming home to an empty house after a long day has to be eating alone. It is probably because of the way I was raised. We talked about everything over dinner and it was a great way to de-stress and think about the happier things in the world. Having dinner with my family, the people I loved was always reassuring and comforting. Regardless of what happened that day, they were there with open arms to listen, criticize, support, and just talk. Sometimes we would talk about serious things, sometimes we would just laugh, but it was always real. I recently watched the movie, "Shall we dance." There was a great line about how our significant other is a witness to our life... That statement rings more true today than it ever did. As I sit here at the table alone, there is no one to share my day with. No one sits across from me to bounce ideas off of, or make me laugh, make me want to wake up the next day to just see what happens. Yes the world is a wondrous place, but there isn't anyone there to make our own world with... someone to bear witness to all those moments no one else gets to see.

Gawsh, I am such a girl. But, I don't want it any other way. I only hope I find it sooner rather than later because even though I am living my life (and I am living) I am the only one who will be a part of it everyday. I guess I better take more vitamins for my memory since I am going to be the only one doing the remembering. :-)

Viva Las Vegas: The girls are stepping out!

Viva Las Vegas: The girls are stepping out!

Woo hoo! Fun times in Vegas! I definitely recommend everyone take a trip Las Vegas when you want to forget all your problems. When in Vegas you will do things you never thought you could or would want to. I had tons of fun and checked out some awesome clubs! We started with Body English at the Hardrock, great music so dancing on the the tables is a must! I did it --no you can't see the pictures-- but you can see the club and the hot ladies I was partying with...

We had so much fun! There were tons of people and the best part was that Body English had a huge dance floor so you could actually dance... well if you could find a spot. Do you see one?

Alright, a 4am bedtime is rather early for Vegas but only because instead of going to an after hours we hit up the Adult SuperStore to find Titty Tassels... Just so you know, you have to go to a store that specializes in "dancer" attire, so we were privileged enough to meet Mr. Vavoom on Saturday. Check out his fashions on YouTube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=364Sr549shIv=364Sr549shI.

All I can say, if I was as hot as the go-go dancers at The Venetian's Club Tao, the second club we went to, I wouldn't have to get paid to dance, I would do it for free! The fact that everyone stops (guys and gals) to stare would be enough payment. But maybe I am biased.

Oh, but the best part of the entire trip, was the pool. Nothing beat the strawberry daiquiris, vodka sevens, and the warm sun! I felt glamorous. Come on people, what are you waiting for, go to Vegas!