Seriously.... an avocado smoothie... bleh!

Listening to the radio nowadays and you hear so many commercials for cheese, happy cows, milk, chicken, beef... whatever. Avocados has become a big one. Well today I heard an add that said something like "the FDA (or somoe other government/national organization) says to live a healthy life you should eat a colorful diet, so to add more green to your diet try a delicious green avocado smoothie!" Come on really, how good can that taste. Now I love real avocados probably more than most folks because in my house, when we make guacamole, it is JUST avocado, some garlic, and salt.... that is it.. no spices, tomatoes, onions, cream cheese or whatever weird stuff is added. So a smoothie, don't they usually have have ice cream in them, with avocado.... eww!! If anyone has had one... well... let me know what you thought of it. :-)

Sinking fast....

I guess it is time for one of my moods again. They tend to pop up about this time... is it because I hate Valentine's? I don't know... maybe but there is this feeling in my heart. I don't know if I am avoiding something or preparing to run... or intentionally preparing for something. It is just a heavy heart... when people came up with these descriptions they knew what they were talking about... If you have never felt this way it is exactly how it sounds. It is funny that this feeling isn't cognitively altered or analyzed. It is literally a physical feeling in the heart that you are conscious of and can't figure out. It isn't exactly frustrating, but it is sad because I at least think that if it is something big enough to move my heart; I would hope it would be something that I have consciously thinking about...

Heart broken, heart ache, heavy heart, sinking heart.... sinking feeling of going down and not to somewhere you are excited about going... well... the only thing is to wait it out and see.