There are often so many thoughts in my head and after leaving school there is little venue for me to express them. I am hoping this will be a way for me to dialogue if only with myself.
Saturday, August 20, 2005
God has a sense of humor
It is so funny. God really does have a sense of humor and it may seem cruel but it is for the best because it helps you get over all the stupid stuff, the anger, the hurt, you have in your life. The important thing is to laugh. I say this because here I am six months after being with your my ex and I am doing a lot of exactly what I used to do with him, not by choice but because of what I like to do. It is ironic though that due to circumstances way beyond my control people are taking me to places I first went with your my ex, and events are being scheduled there as well. The world really is a small place. For example: Your bro invited me to Havasupai falls and now I have a group of people really pursuing me to go, floating down the salt river, playing tennis at midnight, watching fireworks with a potential mate, and getting drunk for the 4th (last year was the first time), taking me to baseball games, and now the first "dinner" we had alone was at Rustler's Roost, our company dinner is going to be there and one of my co-worker friends is going to introduce me to her brother. I had no idea it would be there. I guess God is showing me that I can go to these places and do these things by myself and with other people. It is showing me that though your time with a person can be intimate, special, and feel like forever, when it isn't anymore... it doesn't mean it is over... it is just funny because God fools you into thinking you have your life planned out, and he can change it in an instant. :-)
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