"It's getting better all the time"

Okay so I have gotten a few e-mails from people who are worried about me. I promise I am doing okay. Yes I was and still am a little broken hearted... but time will at least let me move on. So here, this has become my song. It is by Brooks and Dunn... I want the CD so bad!

"It's Getting Better All The Time"

I don't stop breathing everytime the phone rings,
My heart don't race when someone's at my door,
I've almost given up thinking you're ever gonna call,
I don't believe in magic anymore,
I just don't lie awake at night,
Asking God to get you off my mind.

It's getting better all the time,
it's getting better all the time.

Yeah I got to work on time again this morning,
This old job is all that I got left,
And no one even noticed I'd been crying,
At least I don't have whiskey on my breath,
Yeah I think I'm gonna make it,
'Cause god won't make a mountain I can't climb.

It's gettine better all the time,
It's getting better all the time.

God I hope you're happy,
Girl I wish you well,
I just might get over you
But you can't ever tell

I always thought I'd do something crazy,
If I ever saw you out with someone else,
But when the moment came last night,
I couldn't say a word,
I stood there in the dark all by myself,
Yeah I could have said a million things,
But all I did was keep it locked inside.

It's getting better all the time,
It's getting better all the time,
It's getting better all...the time.

I feel so strong!

Well we started moving this week to our new apartment. It is a nice place but I am a little afraid of the change and how much it is going to cost. However, I did have a lot of fun today. Mark and I (Mark is my other roommate beside my sister) moved the couches and the most fun was carrying the pillows. I had these huge boxes that I could barely see over or around, and yet I was carrying them up three flights of stairs. It is actually quite hard to carry pillows. I took one load up that did not have a box. The pillows were just stacked up on top of each other until they were higher than my head so I had to do a little bit of a balancing act. However, the balancing wasn't the hard part... The hard part was accidentally bumping into the wall because the pillows not only give a little bit of cushion, which is nice, but they bounce you back and you hit the other wall on the other side. I felt a little liek a pinball being bumped from side to side. It was fun though. Maybe we will do some more moving later tonight... there are more pillows to move. :-)