It's a good thing summer is almost here!

My song for the summer!

Artist/Band: Andrews Jessica
Lyrics for Song: Summer Girl
Lyrics for Album: Other Songs

I drive an Army Jeep
My bumper sticker reads
'Drink 'til he's cute'
That's what I'm gonna do
Ain't got no serious thing
Don't wear a diamond ring
I got a new tattoo
I think you'll like the view
And in my mind
The sun shines
All the time

Chorus:
('Cause) I'm just a summer girl
I wear my flip flops
When I let my hair down
(That's when the party starts)
(The party never stops)
Who needs a boyfriend
I got my girl friends
When we get together
The summer never ends
Yeah yeah, oh oh oh
(I'm just a summer girl)
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)

Tanks tops and cutoff jeans
Bikinis and belly rings
We'll make that scene
When the DJ plays 'Dancin' Queen'
Fellas, lay your money down
We'll let'ya buy a round
Don't push your luck
Don't get more than your hopes up
In my world
Day or night
Rain or shine

Chorus:
('Cause) I'm just a summer girl
I wear my flip flops
When I let my hair down
(That's when the party starts)
(The party never stops)
Who needs a boyfriend
I got my girl friends
When we get together
The summer never ends
Yeah yeah, oh oh oh
(I'm just a summer girl)(Oh, oh, oh, oh)(Oh, oh, oh, oh)


Everybody needs a little bit of sunshine
Everybody needs time to unwind
Everybody's got to have a good time
(I'm just a summer girl)
Everybody get up on your feet
Everybody got to shake your body
Everybody got a right to be free
(I'm just a summer girl)
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
(I'm just a summer girl)

It's all okay...

Worried, worried, worried... that is how I feel most of the time. I wonder if it is because I am a girl, because of the way I was raised, or because of me. Well, as you probably know I was a little paranoid that my boyfriend was going to dump me after his week long vacation... well he didn't. It was a great relief! In fact he emailed me twice from Cancun saying he loved me. He also called me. So all is well. I guess some of the lessons we learn aren't' guarantees. I am glad he was able to show me that things aren't always what you expect. So we are still together and having fun.

Vacation = breakup?

So I mentioned that my boyfriend went out of town for week. I thought it was no big deal until I started thinking about my past. My last two boyfriends went on vacations came back and decided "we" weren't what they wanted.

Yeah, boyfriend number one went to hang out at UCLA for spring break, ran into his ex, came back and broke up with me. :-) It wasn't too bad but definitely the first time my heart was broken. Took, oh.. probably six-months to get over it.

Number two, went to visit family in Sonora Mexico in early January. When he came back, he broke up with me. That took me probably 10 months or so to get over it and felt even worse because it didn't end well and he really changed as a person and I didn't like who he became.

Now this one, went to Cancun for a week during "spring break" (at least he went with his parents and he is 25 and hopefully a little matured). I feel the tension growing in my neck. He comes back in 2 days. I guess I will get an indication of whether we are going to be over or not based on if he calls me to pick him up at the airport. :-) But then that isn't a guarantee either... maybe he is calling me to break up with me, or he is calling me to profess his undying love (yeah don't think that will happen) or maybe just that we aren't over.

Yeah I know I am probably just being paranoid and scared, but the countdown continues...