Understanding

There are those rare moments in life where you think that someone knows you. Knows you better than you know yourself. Most often it happens with family and those friends you have known for years. Sometimes though, you run into those people at different times in life who are there to remind you that you are better than who you have become. That you are not at your best, and there is always room to improve... not that you aren't good enough now. Maybe you are the "best you can be now", but that doesn't mean you can't do more. Maybe you have only become comfortable and settled with where you are in life, it is then that something puts people in your life to push you forward and help you get back on track. It doesn't matter how many times we resolve to do better and then fall back to what is comfortable as long as we move a little forward each time. Hopefully this time I will move a lot more forward because I have been stuck for awhile. :-)

Pancakes

Pancakes are a good anytime type of food. You can eat pancakes for breakfast, brunch, or dinner... they are also really good for a late night snack. How funny is it to go to the store at eleven at night and buy pancake mix because you aer unispired by the other kinds of food you can make.

Pancakes are a good deal being a filling breakfast food, and best of all they are sweet. What more could you ask for? Pancakes might just be a food with a mistaken identity because it is okay to eat them as a meal when they should really be classified as a dessert.
Pancakes seem to be the one thing you can have as a kid with tons of sugar for which mom won't get mad at you and especially since it is for breakfast. Pancakes are a meal... so you don't really feel that guilty about eating unhealthy because it is something that mom used to feed you and if it okay with mom it can't be that bad for you, right?

The best thing about pancakes is you can have them late at night before you go to bed and snuggle up with your honey and then you can eat them in the morning when you wake up with that person and you fed them both dinner and breakfast. How great it that?

Super Cop

Now I know I am long gone in love... because I am filled with fear when you don't call me. I am not scared because I think you don't care about me... I am afraid because I care about you. I am filled with fear that something has happened to you. I watch the news now, not to know what is going on in the area but to make sure you aren't on it. My concentration is gone until I know you have ended the day safely. Not that I don't trust you know how to do your job, I have evidence that you are a good cop or even a super cop ( As demonstrated by your ability to single-handedly arrest 8 people all alone). Everyone around you has nothing but praise and confidence in the way you handle things. And I know I feel safe when I am with you... but it is an eerie feeling not knowing and waiting... just waiting... waiting for the phone to ring and to hear your voice and know it is all alright, you made it through another day. Waiting to know that it is going to be okay and that the selfish part of me will be satisfied because I will get to see you again... just waiting for you... well I will get over it. It is just a phase... right?